Fine

No, the weather's not fine. It's been raining. Then why is the topic called Fine?

That's coz I just got fined. It's not another 8 bucks fine where you guys can go, "oh, 8 dollar only waat... not tt bad la..." or "8 dollars only? wah, car is 30 over u know"
But this time, its 100 freakking dollars.

I'm ripped, torn and destroyed. 20 minutes to late. More like 25 minutes... like that song by that band, 25 minutes too late. yeah. i'm a goner. only got 43 bucks left in my account. Had to borrow money from er some sources to pay off that damnest fine.

Learnt my lesson, real well too.

I know i should be feeling that this is all ordained and it'll happen one way or another. I've just got to learn from this. But, I was still regretting why I didn't come sooner, or why I didnt park my bike at the carpark, coz i had intended to pray at Alkaff but it rained, so i went to Ansar instead.

I know exactly what I SHOULD be feeling & what I should understand from this. But... most of me just couldnt stop cursing the whole thing. Just shows how far I still have to go, to .. u know.. well, nevermind about that.

Yeah, so I'm ripped and torn. That remaining dollars should last me for the 3 weeks I have left before NS, but now... it's gone. And I owe. Yeah Great.

I just couldn't help but wonder at the chain of events....