The Mind can only take so much

I am... broken.

Tired as hell, but I'd have to visit Grandmother.

Yesterday was nice, despite my fluctuating fever... I guess Horis was right: "You'll always feel sucky when the party is for you."

But hey, thanks guys... Even with fever, I came sia... The last time anyone held something for me was... when I got flunked out of JC. A little goodbye cake to send me off. I'm always a step back eh...

I'll talk about the BBQ in the projects section soon. Why? Because I'm making a short film out of it. Not really a short film, but one of those happy-happy home videos with massive and 'kurang ajar' editings. Heh, let y'all be warned eh. Hope to make a screening.. where else? Foi's lah. (If he 'sudi menerima kami')

I'm gonna list a few things that I HAVE to do. Procrastination is a disease. I have that disease.

1. Renew Road Tax - 40+ dollars
2. Buy Parking Coupon - 15 dollars
3. Register Graduation Day.
4. Website stuff: Projects Page and Portfolio page.
5. NS packing & preparations (this should be up on number one)

I probably have more important things to settle, but surely some of them slipped my fragile mind at this moment. Yes. Fragile. I'm... half brain dead... Fever + No sleep = Zombie behaviour.

I didn't sleep this morning after Subh... Foi & Horis disturb only. I think I was blabbering nonsense. Right anot? I don't know. Can't recall what I talked about. Something about XMEN or some shit.

Then after that, they all slept, maybe except Foi, who chilled to some music in the tent. I sat facing the sea and thought... Then I realise.

Scary.