i hate thinking

Why is it that every time I stop to think about to things, I scare myself. I do have a lot of time to spend at work and even after work, and somehow this mind of mine likes to wander and the thoughts scare me. Thoughts like purpose, identity, mankind, direction, reason... I can't really put it to words, so I won't even try. Otherwise, it'll come out different from what I originally had in this twisted mind.

The site hasn't been maintained for a long time, and thus, the images are somehow becoming broken links. Fine. I'll just change the whole layout to this simple black piece. I wasn't doing much the this whole "suadref Studios" thing anyway. But hey! I won't stop updating. A lot of people have stopped updating their sites. But I won't! Not anymore! The time of stopping and re-starting websites have ended. This shit is here to stay.

Planned to jam today, but turned out to be a session coz' the house became unavailable at the last minute. The song was written yesterday, though incomplete. Didn't do much except watch "Cellular" and chill.

Oh oh, so sad. The third digit has come to me again. It's returned. I sad.

Bleah. Nonsense lah.
Fuck this.
Yeah. Fuck.